16th September 2007

Well, its 16th September 2007. I just realised 11 years have passed since I completed my 10th exams. Things were pretty good them. I wish I could return to that small niche of time permanently. Life seemed to be simple. The world has never been a simple place to live in. I went to Rahul's party today. It was fun. Old college friends small reunion. I loved it. Some made fun of others. I realised that marriage!! Ahaa!!! Yes marriage is cool.. You get a person to share your feelings with. Later I realised it comes with a big responsibility and a lot of risks. The last 3 days have not been good for me.... Lots of fights which now I feel were meaningless. I guess every creature goes through the same level of stress as I am going through. I have completely no idea what is missing in life but I can feel that something is missing. I wish I could find out what it is. I want to change... I want to change completely for my good, for everyone around me. I guess that's what friends are for: help you change to be either a good or a bad person. I wish I had realised this long ago. The world would have been a better place. But it still is. I agree. Hope things go the way I want them to be. Life will take its toll. I simply believe. I believe!!

7th October 2007

I have always wondered why happiness is shortlived. But it is a fact. You cannot ignore it like other facts of life. In the weekends, life sounds pretty cool. The saturdays are spent lazing around and the Sunday is spent at the sister's house with all her friends around. This weekend was also spent good. Met Deepa and Pooja. Pooja had come with her roommate Gita. During the day we had been to Big Bazaar, where Kasturi made a lot of purchases and I too purchased a pair of sports shoes which I liked in the first look. Pretty cool they are. Everyone liked them. Had a good dinner in the evening and came back.

I am quite exciting to go Bhubaneswar next weekend i.e. on next Friday. Lots of fish fries, crabs, prawns waiting to be eaten. Ticket is yet to be confirmed. Jyotiprabha has been teasing me about the fact that until they do not cancel the tickets, mine won't b confirmed.. Nice chap he is.

Sometimes the place called life seems soooo great and cool, but not always it is a cool place. However, "TAKE A SECOND LOOK AT LIFE. IT IS NOT THAT BAD AS IT SEEMS TO BE ALWAYS."