16th September 2007

Well, its 16th September 2007. I just realised 11 years have passed since I completed my 10th exams. Things were pretty good them. I wish I could return to that small niche of time permanently. Life seemed to be simple. The world has never been a simple place to live in. I went to Rahul's party today. It was fun. Old college friends small reunion. I loved it. Some made fun of others. I realised that marriage!! Ahaa!!! Yes marriage is cool.. You get a person to share your feelings with. Later I realised it comes with a big responsibility and a lot of risks. The last 3 days have not been good for me.... Lots of fights which now I feel were meaningless. I guess every creature goes through the same level of stress as I am going through. I have completely no idea what is missing in life but I can feel that something is missing. I wish I could find out what it is. I want to change... I want to change completely for my good, for everyone around me. I guess that's what friends are for: help you change to be either a good or a bad person. I wish I had realised this long ago. The world would have been a better place. But it still is. I agree. Hope things go the way I want them to be. Life will take its toll. I simply believe. I believe!!